finally content

so for lent i decided to give up being a royal b!*#%....so far it's going really well...its weird to me though because i thought it would be really hard but its not....i'm being nice to others and trying to help out more around the house...i finally feel content about life and about what lies ahead of me...i know that i haven't made a decision about college and its getting closer and closer but i know that i have to get away from my dad....thats the only way i'll truly be happy....and i just feel wierd about some things....i don't know what to do really i guess all i can do is take it day by day and see what happens....