4th quarter

now 4th quarter is upon us and i'm so excited to graduate and get out of here....i'm glad Andrea and i are rooming together it shall be fun!! i just want to get away from everyone here besides andrea!! and Mrs Prange hehe i lie...lol

birthday blues...cont.

So...i'm going to continue my blog from yesterday...my birthday party that i had, where only a few close people came, turned out ok but it was a late night for me and i had to work the next morning...here is how my day went on Sunday March 15, 2009..my birthday...After going to bed at Midnight the night before i had to get up at 445 to get up, wake up, and get ready for work...i was at work from 530-930; which wasn't that bad but it was hard to be awake....after work i went home and opened some cards and a gift from my cousins....my dad was standing over my shoulder being annoying and counting all the money i was receiving from these cards...this got really agervating and i told him to back off.....i had warned my family that i was going to be tired and my patience were limited but of course dad didn't listen it was my day and he made me cry....it never fails, every homecoming he makes me cry, every birthday he makes me cry and prom he made me cry....its like he can't stand it when the day has to be about me and he is left in the shadows....it drives me up the wall.....after that whole ordeal we picked up emily and went to brunch....i drove seperatly because john came and there was no way i was going to ride with him....my so called brother didn't even wish me a happy birthday or get me a simple card....the only reason he came was because it was a free meal and he wanted to mooch off of my dad as always....so after brunch i went and got my belly pierced, that was the highlight of my birthday....then i went to gages and watched a movie then went to dinner with his family...dinner with his family was better than eating with mine....so that was my birthday.....but i will make up for it after my mom's surgey :)

birthday blues

so my birthday was yesterday and i have had a not so good birthday....next blog will be more details...i'm out of time

finally content

so for lent i decided to give up being a royal b!*#%....so far it's going really well...its weird to me though because i thought it would be really hard but its not....i'm being nice to others and trying to help out more around the house...i finally feel content about life and about what lies ahead of me...i know that i haven't made a decision about college and its getting closer and closer but i know that i have to get away from my dad....thats the only way i'll truly be happy....and i just feel wierd about some things....i don't know what to do really i guess all i can do is take it day by day and see what happens....