Friday, November 21, 2008

THERE IS A REASON WHY WE ARE CALLED SENIORS!!!

Everyone gets their chance to be a senior and to feel the power of being the top dog...its an execellent feeling to know that through 3years of hardwork is finally being paid off...well i have news for the underclassmen on the cheerleading squad that think they know everything and think that they can run the world...you'll get your turn when you are a senior so don't ruin ours or you will be in for a rude reality check and it won't be pretty...so shut up and keep it to yourself and let us run the show...we have paid our dues and everyone has to up until their senior year when its their turn to run the show...UGH i swear that the sophmores and the juniors on varsity will be in for a rude treat if they don't get their attitutides in check...!!!!!!!!!!!11111

Monday, November 17, 2008

pain

have you ever been in so much pain thats unbearable??...well i go through that everyday, every waking moment....and guess what no one seems to believe me that i have this much pain....its to the point where its numbing pain and i just ignore it....yeah it's impossible at times but i manage to push through it ....honestly i really don't know how i do...i'm afraid to go back to the doctor because i can feel it getting worse and i don't him to tell me now that i can't do anything and i have to have surgey...so what to do next is the hardest thing to figure out....my heart told me to stay and not to let anybody down but my body is regretting my decision.....

frustrated

Cheerleading is starting to get into full swing and its starting to be crunch time.....honestly i'm a little nervous even if i don't admit it...so kathleen don't tell anyone that i am.....i want to be the postitive one and be strong for everyone else because i know everyone is nervous and they are freaking out but i think everyone just needs to relax and chill out....it only the first game not the end of the world and we won't even see any of those teams again so what's the big deal.....as long as we know that we have worked hard and went out there and gave our best then we should have nothing to worry about.......:) but i still keep getting frustrated at everything because i feel like ugh i dunno not going to go into it...

Friday, November 7, 2008

ugh.....help!

ok so i told my friend my crush cause it her ex-boyfriend and i wanted to tell her that i just like him....i had no intentions of dating him i just want to hang out with him and just talk....she completly took it the wrong way i think..i don't want to loose her as a friend but at the same time i can't help that i like him i just do....ugh i don't need another thing to worry about i have too much to worry about now......i've been asking around to my friends on what i should do or think or say and most of them just tell me its dumb expecially since they have been broken up for over a year....ugh i just don't know what to do....help?!?!?!