don't know what to do

ok so i went to the doctor and they told me they can't stop me from cheering but they recomend that i stop to rest it so it can get better....but i really can't do that because its too hard on me just to drop everything i worked for and stop.....i want everyone to experience what i did my freshman year.....the red bird arena....all the fans gathered around just to watch you do what you do best....you know the rutine like the back of your hand but you mentally go through it just in case....then you walk out and see everyone and see the lights and then you focus on the judges and for the next 3 minutes of your life thats all you can focus on is those people who have your cheerleading fate in the plam of their hands....but even though your freaking out cuz this is STATE your sooooooooo super excited to be there no matter what happens happens we had made it that far and look at all the teams we had beat to get there...i just want everyone this year to experience that.....its soooo much different from trying to get there....ugh so confused on what to do...any help??

hmmmmm clueless right about now have to get back soon