You know when you were like in the 6th grade and you liked a boy and he liked you back and you called yourself boyfriend and girlfriend but it technically didn't count? Because you didn't really go out on dates it was just a label...i wish dating could go back to that because then i wouldn't have to worry about stupid boys...no offense mark...but unfortantly its not like that anymore and boys are stupid...so kyle and i are done and there is no chance that we would ever go back out....i'm fine with that...but there has been something bothering me..i have had this crush for a very very long time but i know that we probably wouldn't be able to get together and try to make it work...which i'm fine being friends with him....just kind of eats at me....he is always in the back of my mind when i'm with a boyfriend or looking for someone...but as life goes on and maybe fate will bring us together if it was meant to be...other wise i'm just fine being really good friends...i like to have my guy friends there to help me through boy problems cause girls are good with listening and bashing on boys but my guy friends bring me back to earth and help me look at both sides....so even though its hard to have a guy friend that you really like i'm good at keeping my true feelings to myself and though he may not know how i feel thats ok with me....and on a different note i'm trying this new thing were i'm nice to everyone no matter how much i don't like them...but i have learned through my mom that life is too short to spend being mean to people you don't like...so just suck it up and be nice to everyone...you never know how that person truly is to others......you may just end up becoming good friends with them....and you can become a happier person