Monday, November 17, 2008

pain

have you ever been in so much pain thats unbearable??...well i go through that everyday, every waking moment....and guess what no one seems to believe me that i have this much pain....its to the point where its numbing pain and i just ignore it....yeah it's impossible at times but i manage to push through it ....honestly i really don't know how i do...i'm afraid to go back to the doctor because i can feel it getting worse and i don't him to tell me now that i can't do anything and i have to have surgey...so what to do next is the hardest thing to figure out....my heart told me to stay and not to let anybody down but my body is regretting my decision.....

3 comments:

Kendra said...

ya i understand where ur coming from when u say ur in a lot of pain.... so was i

Kathleen said...

Ashlee I cannot exactly say I know what you feel like, but I do know that you need to take it easy if you are in too much pain

Jags Rule said...

im glad you really love cheerleading, but your health is numero uno no matter what!