the need to relax

This past week or so, especially this weekend, i have been sick....not just your normal flu either.....when i get super stressed i get sick....mom gets worried some days because i get this way...she tells me that i'm killing myself from the inside out......its whatever...i just can't stop worrying about her or everything else...i want everyone around me happy even if its at the expense of mine...thats the reasone why i didn't stop doing cheerleading..i wanted everyone to be happy that we didn't have to start over...now i'm suffering the consequences....i tell everyone it doesn't hurt or its getting better but its really not...it's not that i'm lieing about anything i just don't want everyone worrying about me.....i just want everyone to know that i stayed for the team and i didn't want to let them down.....but i constantly worry about everyone else and i just them to be happy